Do I Get a Happily Ever After?

by Lia R., 16

An escape
A feeling
Many feelings
Time passing
My heart is pounding 
Then it relaxes
Then starts up again

I feel my fingers brushing against the thin sheets of paper
I hear the pages turn and crinkle
I see my tear fall to the page and blur the black ink 
I feel consumed with emotion 
Filled with anticipation for what will happen next 

Thoughts dancing around in my head 
The words on the page consume me 
Time is flying 
Hours feel like minutes 
Everything around me disappears 
The only things I see are the words on the crisp pages 

I’m escaping my tragic life 
I can see the world through someone else’s eyes 
I hate the world through mine 
I’m escaping the sadness
I’m escaping the despair 
It usually ends with a happily ever after 
Do I get one? 

Brooklyn, New York