the same year

by Annabelle A., 16

If I say it
Would you believe
It
Or would you whisper
To the god
That we don’t 
Believe in
For an answer 
I think you’ll need
This
A reason to stay
A reason to live
It’s not so
Far away

The terrifying
Endless mind
Of a burning heart
You want to 
Know
My beautiful secrets
But you’d make a 
Liar
Out of me
Living through open
Eyes
But seeing nothing
Hands itching with anticipation
But touching nothing
Waiting 
For a wake up call
That’s lost
In the mail
Oh, what a loss
To live through
Once again
I especially enjoy
The fall
Most of all
That breaks your heart
And proves them right
It’s an exhausting 
Life
Falling in love
Then falling apart
Five times a day

Tell me
Did you know
That you had 
It all
The rain
Pouring on your
Face
And the sugar sweet
Sun
Comes out
To make you a 
Man
Again 

Red Bank, New Jersey